+How I Feel For You+
By: GodsDarkNight

I’m standing all alone,
Waiting by the door.
Dreaming for you to come back home.

Wanted to just lay down and die
But you were always by my side.
“I know I would miss you.”
Is what you would say.

Playing tag in the fields.
Climbing trees and than falling down.
Watching the sunset till we had to go.
Singing and laughing till one of us ‘poked’.
Playing hide-and-seek in the pond.  

That was our field.
That was our tree.
That was our sunset.
That was our song.
That was our pond.
That was my heart you disappeared with.

I was your “Delilah” and
You were my “Ocean”.
We were both in the “Parade”.
We both shared our worlds and our hearts.
We were both alone with no one to hold.

On July 30, 2007
You disappeared.
You promised you would come back…
You never came.

Night after night I cried.
Praying to God to bring you back.
Telling Him how much I need you.

You made me feel loved.
You made me feel complete.
You made me feel things I would never feel.
I’m left alone…
Never to feel again.

I became more depressed.
I was sent to consoling
But they would never understand.
Never understand what I was missing.

I’m missing you David!
Each day feels like I’m
Falling in the back.
You kept my life bright and
Worth living for.
But…Now you’re gone
And my life is, once again
Black.

Damn it!
Why can’t I stop feeling you in my heart?
So many have told me to “get over it”
To “move on” “that’s just stupid.”

But I tried.
Really hard.
I tried meeting people.
Feeling what I felt for you
But my heart would always go
Back to my memories of us.

But…that’s what they are now.
Aren’t they?
Just memories?
But I dream about you David.
I really do!

What ever I do reminds me of you.
The music I listen to.
The poetry I write.
The people I meet.
I would do anything to bring you back!

Does time really heal our wounds?
And if true, how long?
‘Cause I know the amount of time
I’ve been waiting just makes them
Bigger

If we do meet again,
Will you remember me?
Will you still care for me?
Will you still…Love?

We’ve been apart for so long I
Don’t understand how I still feel for you.
How I still…Love you.

Love.
Such a killing word.
We told each other how we felt
And we were taken apart.
Will we ever be together?

David, I miss you.
David, I need you.
David, I’m dieing for you.
David…I love you